WARNING--THIS IS A LONG POST!
After talking with Amy and looking at a couple of pictures, I am amazed at how fast (it seemed very slow at first) my hair is growing! Most of you know that I went through chemotherapy in the Fall of 2006; I lost my hair in October of that year and since my last chemo round in January of 2007 I have been growing my hair out. Amy wanted to see the progression of my 'hair-growing-out' stages. I must admit I did not like it when I stopped wearing my wig (way too short for my taste) but my Heber friends told me I looked better than Brittany Spears when she shaved her head! :-) So take a look at the pictures and be amazed at the transformation!!

March 2006--This picture was at Jones' 1st Birthday--this was the hair I was used to having so I will probably try & grow it out again at least once! :-)

October 2006--This is during chemo actually about 2 weeks after treatments. This was my attempt at short hair before I lost it all--not too short now that I think about it!

December 2006--This picture was taken during the middle of my chemo rounds--I was a little camera shy for the most part--only wigless during my time at home or working out.

January 2007--Laynie's 4th Birthday Party--Me in one of my wigs--this is the one I wore on a daily basis--after the inital shock of hairloss and wearing a wig--it was kind of nice. I didn't feel much like messing with my hair in the mornings anyway so thankfully I just washed once a week and let it air dry! Crazy but it looked perfect everyday!

May 2007--This is one of the first weekends I went totally without my wig in front of lots of people--I was very nervous, but Trey encouraged me and I just did it--NO WIG!

September 2007--Still really short hair, but getting used to it by now still really don't like it. This is the week before moving to Van Buren!

December--2007 I finally feel as though I have some sort of style to my hair.

March 2008--Jones' 3rd Birthday Party--I really do like my hair at this point. I even thought about keeping it this short, but once again, I think for now I still want longer hair and will try desperately to grow it out again.

May 2008--Yucky Hair!! I am trying to grow it out, but it is definitely in a 'not-so-good' stage. Have you heard it has to get worse before it gets better? Well this is my worse stage in the 'hair-growing-out-process'!

August 2008--Finally I can pull my hair back (even if it's only just around the house)! I am beginning to like my hair (honestly) and it only takes a couple of minutes to fix it! Why would I want to go back to long hair and 15 minutes of drying it straight?

October 2008--Two years worth of growing my hair out--I really like it now! I'm starting to feel like the old me again--yeah!!!
I can't describe to you all the emotions I have been through just with my hair over the last two years! I know, I know it's just hair right? Guys don't understand it, and some girls probably don't but have you ever stopped to think how much time and energy we put towards our hair? We can have the best outfit in the world on, but if our hair doesn't do just right, we girls become irritated at our hair (maybe others too) and feel a little self-conscious (at least I do)!
I know without a doubt that through all of my hair loss and growing it out again experiences that God had a plan for me and was trying to at least teach me a lesson through all of this. I don't know if I fully grasp all of the lessons he has taught me, but I do know in Matthew 10:29-31 it says:
29Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from the will of your Father. 30And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.
GOD CARES ABOUT ME!! He has my hairs numbered and let me tell you it changed daily for quite sometime so He was doing ALOT of math! :-) And it doesn't matter if I have hair or not, if it's short or long, He loves me more than anything. God cares more about my inside and relationship with Him than what others see on the outside.